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This is weird. Havent written in awhile, and since its 4am and i'm in the mood of things maybe i should be that keyboard warrior inside all of us, verbalising outrages of our souls somehow.

So i got off the phone with a random person who i think might still be in the matrix of existence. i.e. we are the proverbial frogs in the proverbial wells we all deem ourselves to be in (or not).

What i was trying to do was to explain the broken monetary system we have... the problem with interest... the problem with people in power deciding how to 'invest' money in all the wrong ways. Do these people who carry out all this toxic investment still foolishly justify their speculations with 'serving' the people i wonder. I was also trying to explain the problem with 'interest' and how its in some ways structured poverty borne from the vilest malicious minds.

What was i trying to do? Change the world? or by revealing my own version of the truth i think it validates me somehow? maybe so. still gona keep hunting rabbits down that rabbit hole i guess. this puppetry of society will only bring us all suffering and needless pain. do these people who throw themselves in positions of power realise that? or are they too blinded in some version of indulgent naivete? one can only wonder...

Let me collect my thoughts and present my own findings soon.

Effervescence

I'm sorta back. Will post more once i figure out how to embed a youtube song in loop thats pauseable lmao.

Gosh, its been so long and yet...